multitudinous

many ideas firing off.  all feeling significant.  write this, pee, ongoing book, acim lesson i already had in mind for a few days, last moment Way of Mastery lesson to "join" others (all this multitudinous going on and i've been missing a no brainer that i really like!), sit with a feeling/energy (thrown up by missing WAM), repeat today's ACIM affirmatioins, water plants

and planning.  i may not "worry" that bathing has to be added to the above tumult, but what about planning it?  with some sense of disfunction from the lack of peace above, how can i not be tempted to plan something that seems especially necessary?  per that, my missing WAM - now twice!

i'm "doubling down" though on not being tempted to defend myself.  i am now, here, th(I)s i trust.

now pee.  then water. i didn't read much of Unique Self.  watering means finding water containment for cloth pots.  think about that while i'm peeing/watering?  haven't even recalled meditation which is foremost in my practice of doubling down on now.

ok really gotta pee.  feel like I really captured the energy of multitudinousness.