Hardness

i'm sensing that "energies" are what are more "note"able than thoughts (and so can be passed through or : let to congeal - noticed - and so also to dissolve - unmorph).  thoughts seem like a period compared to energies, like trying to understand a sentence by staring at the period.

i'll start with hardness, difficulty, ... impossibleness!  see, already naming "it" is ... hard!  i'm ok though because it's an energy, and part of HARD is the belief/feeling that i have to get my head around it.  i can just sit here, type or not, and know HARD is just ... let's say hard! (but it is what it is).  And actually it just ISN'T because i could just sit here and not be ATTENDING to the energy of hard.  HARD doesn't get harder until it becomes a black hole of hard.

i wanted to start with hard because it's what makes other hard energies HARD.  nothing else is coming to me right now.  that's hard, that i know there's so much that could be coming to me.  that my thinking feels stuck and foggy (behind the nose bridge feels squeezed and my alertness pressed down on).  unsatisfaction, i didn't do above right, or just not enough, if i just figure out just that one little bit more ...

but there we go, UNSATISFACTION i think is going to be another energy.

but as far as HARD goes, how hard is this ... BYE!